At times I wondered, why should I keep doing all the behind scene jobs willing.
There are times when I felt disappointed with someone.
But is like there are words you can't say to anyone.
Or should I say its hard to convey to anyone, even your close friends or family members.
I even have the thought that is it a sorrow to actually care and remember things so thoroughly.
Maybe I should try to forget some stuffs that are somehow "built-in" within me.
Trying to minimize the attention I have for someone.
Perhaps I could feel much better.
As I don't feel what I should feel.
I believe many would have wonder what the hell am I talking about.
But I think I'm just trying to vent out my unhappiness.
Maybe get some feedback as in should I continue to care for this particular person whom I knew through my mum.
REAL DISAPPOINTMENT.
Went to school today for a photo shoot session with my team mate and I guessed everything seems well.
At least its not a waste of time.
>.<
Tomorrow will be meeting xue, hui and li gong for a badminton session as well as lunch gathering.
XD
Kind of excited about it.
Don't know how it will turn out to be like.
Should be having some aches here and there after the exercise.
Hehe.
My GIRLFRIEND JJ birthday is coming soon too.
Don't know what to plan for him.
Perhaps some plan which already made earlier but postponed due to some reasons.
Got to catch up with him soon.
XD
I'm craving real hard for yogurt ice cream since last week.
I'm going to have it asap!!!!!
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