Just Black And White

Thursday, September 25, 2008

At times I wondered, why should I keep doing all the behind scene jobs willing.
There are times when I felt disappointed with someone.
But is like there are words you can't say to anyone.
Or should I say its hard to convey to anyone, even your close friends or family members.
I even have the thought that is it a sorrow to actually care and remember things so thoroughly.
Maybe I should try to forget some stuffs that are somehow "built-in" within me.
Trying to minimize the attention I have for someone.
Perhaps I could feel much better.
As I don't feel what I should feel.
I believe many would have wonder what the hell am I talking about.
But I think I'm just trying to vent out my unhappiness.
Maybe get some feedback as in should I continue to care for this particular person whom I knew through my mum.
REAL DISAPPOINTMENT.

Went to school today for a photo shoot session with my team mate and I guessed everything seems well.
At least its not a waste of time.
>.<

Tomorrow will be meeting xue, hui and li gong for a badminton session as well as lunch gathering.
XD
Kind of excited about it.
Don't know how it will turn out to be like.
Should be having some aches here and there after the exercise.
Hehe.

My GIRLFRIEND JJ birthday is coming soon too.
Don't know what to plan for him.
Perhaps some plan which already made earlier but postponed due to some reasons.
Got to catch up with him soon.
XD

I'm craving real hard for yogurt ice cream since last week.
I'm going to have it asap!!!!!
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1:46 AM;

Monday, September 22, 2008

Its been some time I blogged.
Busy with work and audi.
Haha.
Kind of lazy to sign in to make use of my brain juice.
Even at this moment, I'm struggling so hard to think of what I should write to complete this entry.
Heavy head = Headache.

Today worked for Kappa full shift.
Just before I get to work, I chased the bus.
>.<
Next, a stranger boarded the same bus at me at one stop and walk towards me to ask if I have $5 change while his hand is holding a $2 notes.
Weird.
$2 change to $5?
有没有搞错？
>.<
Plus, the bus is moving like tremendously slow like a tortoise. >.<
What a bad start for the day.
Sales is not bad for kappa today but bad for converse.
It came to a point that there no one shopping around.
The whole departmental store is so quiet with just the promoters.
Pathetic.
Managed to get through the day by chatting and counting down.
>.<
Finally the day is about to end soon.
Phew.

Tomorrow another day of work again.
What a busy week this week.
I only have Saturday as my free day.
Furthermore, holiday is ending so so soon.
>.<
I still have so many things not yet done.
I want to go to kbox with my jie mei.
I want to meet up with my MI friends.
I want to go swimming.
I want to go cycling.
I want to go play beach volley.
I want to go to the sentosa.
So many many places I want to go!
ARGH!
On budget too.
Planning my holiday plans so wisely.

Milk~
>.<
China milk cannot be consumed.
Kind of affecting me.
>.<
But I aiming at the yogurt ice cream since last week.
I want it!

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11:17 PM;

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Which Sex And The City Character Are You?

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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10:45 PM;

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I should be meeting xue at this time.
But was seriously in pain.
Cramps.
So I asked her if I can just sit there and watch her play.
She requested me to go home and take a rest.
>.<

Felt so guilty.
Menses at the wrong timing.
Pain~
But I can't help it either.
Online just for the sake of checking the venue for tomorrow meeting in school.
>.<
I have to do so as my group members can't be bother to check all these tiny details.
>.<

Hoping that everything will be fine tomorrow.
Hate to see my group members.
>.<
Hope time just pass by quickly.

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9:55 PM;

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Back to blog again.
Wondering if anyone catches channel 8 7pm show?
Hehe.
I find it pretty nice. =)

Terrible stomachache for the whole day.
>.<
Must be the mee that I ate this late afternoon.
Can't shut my mouth at all.
OMG.
Growing fatter I think~
LOL!

It seems that time passes very quickly.
I went to browse through the calendar and I realized I have only one month holiday left!!!
Which is pretty short.
I must treasure it.
Hehe.
Hope my friends too~
Enjoy worz~

Cruise time too~
Wohoo~

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9:01 PM;

Managed to find this wonderful skin.
It's really a "WOW"
Nice.
Hehe.

Managed to find a new nice song too.
Kind of sad.
But I like the soothing effect it gave.

Here's the lyrics:

Dear Friend by 顺子

跟夏天才告别转眼满地落叶
远远的白云依旧无言
像我心里感觉还有增无减
跟去年说再见转眼又是冬天
才一年看着世界变迁
有种沧海桑田无常的感觉
oh~Friend
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈
我们如此遥远
朋友孩子的脸说着生命喜悦
如果说我们依然相恋
说不定在眼前是另外情节
oh~Friend
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈
这么多年
oh~Friend
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈
如此遥远
Friend~

Enjoy~

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3:45 AM;

Monday, September 1, 2008

Hey people I'm back again!
Well, I guess many must have miss me.
I assume.
Hope it is.
Hehe.
Have been working for 5 days at converse sports fair.
It was very tiring.
2 more days and its the end.
Manage to know new friends.
Cool. Though I was rather boring during the 1st two days.
Even have to eat alone.
So poor me.
But anyway, everything seems to be on the right track.
There are some conflicts during work but it was solved I guessed.
Dislikes some of the staffs there still.
Xiao mei mei I guessed.
Still childish.
>.<

Will not be able to work the fair at bugis.
Sad.
My money fly.
=(

Well, I should be more positive.
This holiday supposed to be a resting break for me as I did not manage to enjoy any holiday last semester well enough due to attachment. >.<
Anyway, going to be busy soon with school.
Have to do my FYP even before school starts.
Ewww.
No choice.
15 credits.
Not a joke.

Enough of boring stuffs.

I went to catch the fireworks last week and managed to take some pictures of it.
They are very poorly shot but hope it does provide some reason for you guys to read my blog.
XD

My wounds are healing too.
Have been wearing long black jeans for around one month.
>.<
Till today I finally worn the shorts.
Yipee~

Going cruise too soon.
Yipee~
First timer.
Haha.
So I am pretty excited.
Hehe.
Got to save again.
License!!!
Need to save for my car license.
ARGH.
My taiwan trip~
OOPS.
Be a part timer earn so little.
Where can I earn like a millionaire?
HAHA~

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