Just Black And White

Friday, July 25, 2008

Second post of the day.
Well, I wanted so much to post yesterday but was rushing a report.
Just finished another one.
Now spare some time for these two entries.
I am tying super fast too.
If there is errors, sorry.
LOL!

Yesterday was such a bad day for me.
I realised I lost my most "valuable" textbook.
I searched up and down and I couldn't find it.
I cried.
Sounds funny but true.
Reasons are:

The book is not cheap.
My notes are all inside.
Exams are coming soon.
Semester is ending soon, wasting my money to go purchase it again.
Report need reference of the textbook to complete it.

Saddening manz.
But luckily its back to me.
I managed to get it back with the help of two friends.
Thanks ladies. =)

Yesterday again.
Anger.
At one point of time, I was pissed with someone actions.
Its not the first time you are doing that to me but many times.
Could you stop using that look to look at me?
What's wrong with you.
I know you must be wondering, why am I wearing clothes this manner or whatever.
Your expression tells.
But hello!
Please also look at yourself before you look at others.
Your outfit ye hao bu dao na li qu.
Since I'm going to school, what for I dressed up so nicely for?
As least presentable should be fine.
Unlike you, expose here and there?
You think nice?
I finds it awful.
>.<
I'm not going for a fashion show or something and I have my freedom too.
Stop using your facial expressions to determine your unhappiness towards my dressing.
Its just wasting your time and saliva telling her.
Rubbish!
All these kinds of shit are so lame ~
>.<

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Went to read buddy's blog some time last week and saw her post.
LOL.
I gave to do this little quiz.
And I'm on the 1st in the list so I think I do. LOL!

1. The person who last tag you is:
Xue =)

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Great buddies! XD

3. Your five impression of him/her:
Hardworking, careless, emotional, soft-hearted and independent.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
She gave me a surprise gift. XD don wan elaborate. hehe. purposely de. =x

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
I will be there for you if you need help. =)

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
CANNOT! I'm not a les!

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Never thought of it.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
I will be damn sad. Life will be like missing some stuff. Meaningless in some sense.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
I kill her family members? This is a hatred that it can never be happen.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
To get her out out from her misery.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Best and irreplaceable.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
Crazy? Cute? HAHA!

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are:
My teeth! Does it consider? LOL!

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are:
My height, my face shape and many more. =(

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
A confident person.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thanks so much. I feel it and my life isn't wasted having to know you guys.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you
1) Emily
2) Sinee
3) Ligang
4) Yi hui
5) Hoonie
6) Winifred
7) Xiao Qing
8) Guo Hua
9) Hong hui
10) Jing wen

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Don't want to divulge. =x

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
LOL? Cannot! My sister and miss guo? How can? Nono!

22. What is no.2 studying about?
Hospitality and tourism course in TP. Forgot the name =x

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday!

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
All kinds as long as its nice?

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yes. 2.

26. Will you woo no.3?
NONO! He is my sister!

27. How about no.5?
Haha. I am straight huh.

28. Is no.4 single?
No.

29. What is the surname of no.5?
Tan.

30. What 's the hobby of no.4?
Collecting hello kitty stuffs.

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
No. They don't know each other.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
TP.

33. Talk something casually about no.1:
Knew her since kindergarden. My jie mei~ Nice hanging out with her.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Huh? No! He is such a nice friend not my type. OOPS. =x

35. Where does no.9 live at?
Same as me. LOL!

36. What colour does no.4 like?
I think black.

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Used to be. =x

38. Does no.7 like no.2?
No! They are both SHE!

39. How do you get to know no.2?
From audition. This is unbelievable but true!

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Yes. She loves pets~

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I'm sure if what they are thinking.
I managed to let out my unhappiness to one of my gems team mate and he went telling the other team mates about my frustrations.
As I feel that I am only the one who is doing the work for the report.
Well, not saying that there are people who didn't contribute.
But at least, they make an effort to do it.
As for the minority who are doing the work, my frustrations motivate them to do work in the end.
LOL!
This is so amazing huh?
But there is still this one person who did nothing.
I will remember you.
Free rider~
Peer evaluation please~

Work today.
Boring day.
Sick too.
So reluctant to even serve customer.
Lalala~
But at least there is someone who make an effort to accompany me.
Weee~

One last thing before I end off.

Sorry friends.
I have been busy rushing projects.
Couldn't spare some time to listen to your troubles.
I feel guilty about it.
But I am also struggling with my projects.
I'm so sorry.
Hope you guys can understand.
Please forgive.
=/

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

After browsing around for quite some time, I still prefer to stick to black. XD
Black still looks good in my eyes. XD

I'm so sick and tired of life now. LOL!
Sometimes I do hope that I am a geek.
So that I won't have to spend time dressing up or wasting my time traveling from one point to another.
I love the feeling of staying at home and do things that I like.
Staying at good only when there is no one else that would disturb you.
Leaving you real alone.
But when there are people who are nagging non-stop, its bad. oops.
XD

I shall inform all my lovely readers that when you ask me out for a date or shopping date, I might be turned off at times.
XD
Depends on my mood.
HEHE!

Assignments denote the top list of tasks to be done now.
Which is zzz.
So worry about it too.
School life is indeed getting more and more boring.
Duh!

I want to have a holiday so desperately~
hurhur~

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

나이미없음을 위해의 . . .

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Monday, July 14, 2008

Projects.
Eee. It seems to be endless.
Wasting my youth rushing projects.
LOL!
Blah blah blah ...

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

I'm so lucky today. XD

Managed to take photo with my favourite actress. XD

I look damn ugly.
Sorry for the disturbance while reading this entry.
LOL!
She was shocked when we asked her to shoot with us.
LOL!
My friend was so brave to ask her after she came out of the toilet straight!!!
So hilarious.
I could still picture Jacelyn's expression.
HAHA!
And one more thing.
I'm so short~
LOL!

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Bought a pair of shoes again.
LOL!
I will need to go count how many pairs I have now.
LOL!

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Today's recommend song:
猜不透 - 叮当 (cai bu tou by ding dang)

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Sunday, July 6, 2008

I realised I'm living in different world everyday.
Just like on Friday, I was totally pissed off by someone else.
I don't enjoy hating someone.
But this time round,
the dislikes that I had have for this particular person is growing every time
he try or make an effort to communicate with me or perhaps whenever I get to see this person.
Could you imagine?
I have to curb my anger towards him and act as if nothing has happened.
I doubt he knew nothing.
I'm not good in acting in front of him at all.
I simply just show it out.
LOL.
Why did I do that?
I don't know at all.
Haha.

Coming week will be a very busy week for me again.
I don't know if I will have any time for blogging.
LOL.
Sometimes I feel that I'm so addicted to blogging.
When there is any fluctuation in my moods, especially like those "BAD" kinds, I always hope that a laptop is in front of me so I can vent it out.
LOL!

So in love with Vic zhou.
Omg.
I dreamt of him yesterday night being my buddy.
LOL!
Omg.
My sister said that I must be real crazy.
I think so too.
Omg.
Zai zai!!!

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Saturday, July 5, 2008

These few days, my mood has been dramatically fluctuating up and down.
What's the purpose of having to do a project with people that you are not comfortable of working with?
The lecturers or the adults out there will definitely give the reason its a kind of experience to be working with the one that you dislikes working with.
As from what we know, the outside world you won't be able to choose the one you wanted to work with at all.
Again, what's the purpose of projects in school?
Isn't it still the same old theory?
To get good marks so as to be able to graduate with fantastics results?
Free rider. Perfectionist.
Could you actually stand them?
I am so sick and tired of them.
Wtf.
I'm writing this entry due to the fact that I'm totally pissed off with this particular person.
If you are so great, get us an A.
Not just saying that what you do is great.
This is nonsense.
Utterly rubbish.

I would say Year 2 of my poly life is so much better.
Although we might be spending lots of time rushing last minute work but
at least we are comfortable or in fact happily working with each other.
Each and every one of us contribute to the project without failure.

Just hope this semester ends quickly . . .

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

This week is considered to be a brand new week of school.
Like I say, "school".
This term is indeed boring as ever.
After completing my tests and projects, school starts immediately.
I recalled did I actually have any vacation?
I doubt so.
I was either doing projects or simply just revising for tests.
OMG.
Year three is bad. Or should I say terrible.
Rushing non-stop.
Even till now, I'm still rushing my presentation slides.
I merely just took a break to relax myself and blog.

I really hope to go plan my schedule wisely.
Not for school or projects.
But for my own leisure activities.
Wild wild wet.
East Coast Park.
Kbox.
And perhaps some time for some movie marathon.
When will I get to do all these things?
After my end of semester break?
So long.
Zzz.
I do hope this semester ends quickly somehow.

Tomorrow SP will be holding some major event.
And I'm part of the event.
No choice.
Not I wanted to.
Hope it ends quickly too.
Torture >.<

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