Fuck.

Happy --> Sianz --> PISS!

writtern at;
11:15 AM;

I didn't know that my blog can be so interesting at times.
Haha.
Joking.
Today is consider to be a happy day for me.
Afterall,
I could say that I have a good sleep.
Haha.
At least better than few days before and the week before this too.
At least I have 8 hours of sleep.
Haha.
This week is going to end soon.
Today is Friday!!!
Friday is my day.
Exactly.
On Wednesday,
I called kinokuniya to check whether the novel titled "Sky of Love" if there is any stock.
I was told there isn't.
Disappointed.
Surprisingly, Thursday they called me.
Telling me the stocks have arrived.
I was like.
"So fast???"
Haha.
But anyway,
kino is indeed a good bookstore.
I love the place.
Especially the one in Taka.
Best.
Hey friends,
if you got any free time,
do feel free to drop by,
there will be some surprise awaiting for you.
Just like me.
The last time I went,
I saw Rui En.
Commonly known as the "Cool actress".
Hehe.
Pretty.
I do also managed to find some interesting books.
But it was the last piece when I wanted to buy it.
The book cover was torn and folded.
Duh~
I didn't buy eventually.
Today shall go see if there is any new books.
Haha.
Hope you guys buy some too.
Books exchange program?
Nice and fun. =)


I came across this notice being published on the web.
Its regarding a part time job.
I don't know if I should take up.
We are only require to work once a week, 8 hours.
It seems good.
But its far and the pay is little.
I don't know.
This is the information:

The office is at serangoon, near farrer park mrt.
I am intov guardianship business for foreign students.
Admin Work required.
The pay is $5 an hour, once a week for 8 hours.
Weekday or weekend is fine.
Kindly give down your hp no so i can call you for a discussion.
Or you may wish to contact me at 97807243.

Should I?
>.<
Not sure?
There is still another one.
Its about being a tuition agents.
Headache.
Which one to choose?


Shoes.
I am going to buy shoes today.
Or should I say heels?
I always wanted a pair of heels which is black.
Black is cool.
I already have a pair of white heels.
>.<
Then whenever I go for work,
My entire attire is black,
only my heels isn't.
>.<
This is bad.
Looks funny.
But its always hard to find a good pair of heels.
People who know me well,
will know that I have feet that are very troublesome.
Both my feet wanted comfort desperately.
>.<
Else,
blisters.
>.<
Plus,
my feet is not of the same size.
One is smaller.
How am I going to get a good heels?
I can't get cover heels as give my feet varies sizes,
its like troublesome.
>.<
Those open heels,
some are like so "auntie".
>.<
duh~
Anyone have good recommendations?
LOL.
12cm heels also not bad.
I scare I would fall.
=x


I want to find a new part time job.
Anyone can introduce me?
I want!
I have to support myself and save for my overseas trip.
How I wish I am a blogger!!!

writtern at;
12:09 PM;

Zzz.
Down mood.
LOL.
What emily said.
Yes I am.
Imagine everyday forcing yourself to come to the office to work.
Or in fact stone.
LOL.
I realised I hate office work.
Haha.
Today morning when was preparing myself for work,
my dad happen to be there and asked me a few questions.
LOL.
1st question:
"When will your attachment ends?"
I replied,
"12 april which is still a long way to go."
>.<
2nd question:
"Work very sianz right, study better right?"
LOL.
I replied,
"Both also SIANZ."
Haha.
There goes the 3rd question,
"So what you want to do? So jia lat seh."
HAHAHA.
I don't know either.
Life is so boring, I realised.
>.<
My dad then continue on.
"Start your business also hard."
Haha.
"Yes."
What a painful question to think of?
LOL.
>.<
Or should I say in this world,
everything is realistic,
nothing is free.
Hence,
causing us humans to dislike both work and school.
!!!
LOL.
I think so too.
>.<


2 more weeks.
>.<
Time table not out yet.
>.<
Schooling with a unsatisfied mood is indeed very sucky.
>.<
Hell.
No holidays which means no break and expect us to attend school straight.
WTF.
This is ridiculous.


People,
I'm alright.
I'm not feeling bad or what.
I am just feeling very pissed with how my school organises this attachment schedule,
my LO,
my life in some aspects and
my family financial status.
How to be contented with your life with so many unhappy things in your mind every hour,
every minute and every second?
One thing is already very bad.
WTF!
Could anyone imagine how piss I am now?
Let's just focus on the attachment issue,
all my friends out there who are currently having their attachment,
who is working very happily?
Who???
I can guarantee none.
ZZZZ.

writtern at;
10:39 AM;

Zzz.
Boring.
Today when I woke up,
feel like skipping work again.
>.<
I'm so lazy to wake up.
How?
My days never seems to be shorten.
LOL.
I meant my attachment days.
I feel like dying.
I don't know how am I going to survive.
I could see how much challenges I have for the next two weeks, last weeks too.
>.<
ZZZZZZ.


No mood to type~

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

writtern at;
10:33 AM;

Hey Hey I'm back.
LOL.
Was pretty busy over the weekends.
So didn't really get a chance to blog.
Hehe.
Today was back into the small cold room.
The office.
>.<
I hate working in the office.
So cold plus its so boring.
Duh~
But what can I do?
2 and the half weeks to go.
Die die also have to survive through.
Haiz.
No mood to work totally.
>.<
I miss CONVERSE!!!!


Friday.
It was good Friday.
Hehe.
My favourite day together with a holiday.
Yipee~
How can I not happy?
LOL.
Meet up with buddy to have lunch at LJS.
Same.
We always eat the same stuff.
Hehe.
After finishing our meal,
walk around BP plaza.
Duh~
Same old place.
I could even close my eyes to walk throughout the entire shopping mall.
Saw william.
LOL.
Looked so lost alone.
He didn't see us.
Hehe.
Look up into the sky.
OMG.
Its going to rain.
>.<
So around 3 plus, me and buddy decided to separate our ways.
She headed to CCK and I headed home.
>.<
Was pretty pissed with myself as I forgot to bring my ezlink.
Duh~
Else I will be accompanying her to CCK, at the same time visit my working friends there.
LOL.
Miss them.
=x
What a waste.


Went home.
Sit on the sofa.
LOL.
Will be meeting him after 4pm.
I guessed I'm too tired, I felt asleep on the sofa.
Zzz.
Around 4.30pm, I received a sms saying that he has reached.
LOL.
I requested him to come up to my house.
LOL.
He did.
And then we left.
LOL.
Went to cineleisure to hunt for my eyelashes glue.
>.<
The salesgirl replied this, "Oh, we don't sell this at all."
Zzz.
Waste our time.
>.<
We headed on to our next destination.
MUSTAFA!!!
LOL.
Indian palace.
lol.
I went to buy my eyeliner.
Its cheaper than guardian, watsons and other makeup stores.
Its 2 dollars cheaper.
>.<
I can save the $2 for my food.
LOL.


Then we went to nearby to have our dinner.
LOL.
I know alot of you don't enjoy eating pig organs.
But we 2 did.
hehe.
I had pig liver soup and he had had pig mix organs soup.
Of course with rice.
LOL.
It was crowded.
The place is said to be very famous.
Many food variety shows had patronized them.
LOL.
Well, don't ask me where it is.
Reasons being I am not very sure too.
Plus, the place is rather inaccessible unless you have a vehicle. =p


After we had our dinner,
went back to bugis junction.
Went to walk around.
Nothing much.
No mood to shop locally anymore.
=x
After our window shopping,
we headed to have my sundae!!!
Haha.
好温馨哦。
LOL.
Yes!!!
Finally I managed to have my hot fudge.
Hehe.
It was nice and sweet.
LOL.
In love with it.
Haha.
Best.
After ice cream treat from him,
we headed home.
He will be working morning shift on Saturday.
So no choice.
Haha.


Saturday.
Have my very own flea market.
Wake up early at 9am.
>.<
Its considered early for me.
Lol.
Went to ATM with emily first before proceeding to our destination.
LOL.
My "luaggage" is seen to be bigger than hers.
How can it be?
LOL.
She has more stocks than me.
Lol.
Anyway, took a cab down.
It was a hot day.
We were situated at the very first stall.
>.<
The umbrella wasn't able to shield me from the big sun.
>.<
Beads of perspiration could be seen earlier.
LOL.
Aiyoyo.
Sad day after I complained.
Its started to rain.
ARGH.
Raining!!
Poor business.
WTF.
What a waste again.
Pissed.
JJ came down to support us when we were about to closed.
LOL.
But he's nice.
He helped me to carry my stuff.
Hehe.
Thanks jie mei~
LOL.


Sunday.
Went to watch sky of love with my audi friends.
OMG.
This show is highly recommended.
Although there are some sexual related scenes,
but overall its great!
Rating:
5/5!!
LOL.
I am going to purchase the book and the DVD when they are out.
Nice.
Have a great day.
LOL.
Yipee~

writtern at;
11:08 AM;

Its Thursday!
LOL.
It seems weird to say that though.
LOL.
As I normally use that line only when its Friday.
Haha.
Nevermind.
Friday is still my favourite day.
One and only.
Haha.
=p
Today no sardine puff again.
Sad.
T.T
But well tomorrow is Friday so I won't mind eating a gross potato puff.
LOL.


Today was extremely happy although same still was very tired like yesterday.
Talking about yesterday,
when I was on my way home,
I nearly overslept.
What do I meant by that?
LOL.
I nearly didn't alight at CCK!
Haha.
I was sleeping.
>.<
When everyone was rushing out,
I take a peep.
"Eh. How come the train seems so empty?"
LOL.
Then I realised at the very last minute before the door closes,
I lift my butt and rush out.
Was like a fool.
>.<
Haha.
Then while walking to the LRT station,
no strength.
>.<
So I just drag my feet and walk slowly up.
Staring.
People might think I'm daydreaming.
LOL.
I stare into the blank space while waiting for my train.
Didn't even bother to care what's going around me.
LOL.
Too tired.
LOL.


Well, this week is rather busy.
Duh.
I wont be having enough sleep I guessed.
Tomorrow got to wake up early.
Meeting buddy at 12pm.
Can change to 1pm instead?
I would like to rest more.
LOL.
For lunch.
So it doesn't matter an hour later.
Oops.
Then he finish work at 4pm.
Will be meeting him around 5pm I guess.
LOL.
He will fetch me so up to him to decide.
LOL.
Haven't think of where to go with tomorrow.
I shall think tonight then.
Hehe.


Well,
tomorrow my attachment partner will be heading to hongkong.
So envy.
LOL.
I haven't even took an plane before.
When will I have my chance?
Taiwan trip next year.
Do bless me having able to save enough money.
I desperately wanted to go so much.
Partner ask me if anything I want to get from hk,
I have lots.
But I don't know how to tell her.
LOL.
I shall make a trip there some other time.
Haha.


Emily passed her basic theory test.
Congrats.
Hehe.
She will be passing me the book.
So which means I will be going to sign up for it too.
Don't know I should smile or scowl.
Because I'm starting to feel the stress.
I have not yet decide to take the school or private license yet.
>.<
How to not stress?
LOL.


PSP.
Going to check the price soon.
Sharing with my nice brother. =)
He is my dottie.
LOL.
Dote on my brother more. =x
Haha.


Can work end early today?
I have the mood of calling for a celebration.
Haha.
ARGH!
So many hours to go!!!!

writtern at;
10:13 AM;

Plaster the wound then it will not be seen.
Hehe.
Anyone could spare me one plaster please. =p
This is in response to this.
Haha.
"When there is a wound created, no matter how long it takes, there is still a scar."


Well, one may have many scars like I mentioned earlier.
As long as there is something that could help to cover or
to make the scar less obvious,
why not giving it a try?
Lol.
Sometimes it could just be as simple as using a plaster.
Lol.
As days went by,
we will also grow!
LOL.
Sounds cool but it was true.
But I guess its true.
Though something may not be as good as before,
as long as there is an effort seen doing to tackle on the weaknesses it has had,
it should be alright then.
LOL.
What am I talking about?
LOL.


Yesterday I have received my pay.
Its a cheque.
Duh.
After so long.
1000 bucks cheque.
LOL.
To be divided.
LOL.
Well, I can only get it on next Tuesday as my partner will be flying off to hongkong to attend someone's wedding.
LOL.
She will only be back on Tuesday.
So long~
Haha.
I will have to wait patiently then.
LOL.
She will not be coming to office on the coming Monday.
Well, so should I drag myself out of the cosy bed and make my way down to the office to stone.
I guessed I won't be doing anything except for playing game.
>.<
It will be like wasting my time.
Plus, giving up my beauty sleep. >.< LOL.


Yes! This Friday is public holiday so I will not have to come to the office. OMG. My favourite day with such lovely holiday. How can I not love it? Muacks! LOL. One more day to go. Hehe. Yipee~ On Saturday, will be the day of me and emily holding flea market @ youth park. LOL. I don't know if there will be any crowd. But I do pray that it won't rain. LOL. If not it will be real bad. >.<
LOL.



















I'm also looking forward to meet my two darlings.
Hehe.
See you girls on this coming sunday.
LOL.
Nothing much to write.
I shall end here then.
Hehe.
Continue tomorrow....

writtern at;
10:21 AM;

Tuesday only.
When I woke up,
this is how I react.
Zzz.
Just the 2nd day of the week.
ARGH.
How am I going to survive two more days.
Lol.
Hope I can.
Because I need to.
Well,
today while I was on my way to work.
I feel so hungry.
When I was walking to the office,
I have no more energy to spare anymore.
I was merely dragging my feet one step by one step.
>.<
Went to the usual store to buy my breakfast.
No more sardine!!!!
>.<
So I have to proceed to buying the potato puff.
Yucks.
It taste so awful.
>.<
Should have not buy it.
People did say when someone is feeling hungry,
whatever food he or she takes,
it would be nice.
How come mine was different?
>.<


Yesterday it was so surprised that I didn't use my laptop at night.
I was exhausted.
When I reached home from work,
I simply take a quick shower and then have my dinner as
I'm meeting buddy at 8.45pm to go to the pasar malam.
She wanted to get some earrings for herself.
LOL.
Earrings.
Its been ages I last put on one.
LOL.
I have lots of them but I'm too lazy to put them on.
LOL.
I was late as usual.
I took the train there to meet her as I wanted to purchase stamp from the SAM machine.
One kuku couple simply just take their time with one whole stack of bills.
I was wondering.
Can't you people just let me go first?
I am rushing my time.
...
I didn't bother to wait and went to take the train straight.
When I arrived at her station,
she was stoning there.
Oops.
My fault.
We then headed to the pasar malam.
Lol.
She bought her earrings and her food.
Supper.
Lol.
Fish cutlet which costs 2 bucks.
>.<
I bought nothing except for a earring too.
She requested me too.
>.<
Food was so expensive that it somehow looks like robbing the customers' money.
>.<


Reached home at 10pm sharp.
Went to have my teeth brush and jumped straight into bed.
I realised my phone was still charging.
...
I can't sleep yet.
>.<
I waited till 11.20pm form 10.45pm
>.<
He called and I stop charging since left 3% to 100%.
>.<
I chatted with him.
Less than 20 mins.
I was like murmuring to myself.
Which means I'm actually too tired to talk.
He said "Go to sleep bahz".
I immediately said "Ok".
Lol.
I have no more energy to talk further.
There goes my yesterday.
And right now I'm still yawning.
Zzz.
So tired.
>.<


Can Friday quickly come by?

writtern at;
10:56 AM;

Had a heavy breakfast just now.
Instead of the usual single sardine puff, I have had double of the portion!
LOL.
Which means I having two instead of one.
LOL.
It was such a fulfilling breakfast.
Make me so sleepy now.
Had it with my favourite chocolate milk.
Hehe.
Well, I was craving so badly for the sardine puff plus yesterday night I was on fire.
I was totally pissed off.
Could you imagine when you are already piss off yet you still have to pretend everything is fine?
I wasn't able to do it.
In spite of my anger,
I called off the k box outing.
>.<
I was also talking on phone with him.
He had gotten so much of scoldings from me.
I even hanged up his phone.
Could you imagine how piss I am?
It was so terrible that I feel like smacking everyone faces.
ARGH.
Plus, when you are piss.
Someone makes you so.
You weren't able to vent it out, it is also considered another painful experience?
You can't scold or say the person.
You can only keep mum.
WTF!!!
Even the volcano will explode one day.
What about humans temper?
I exploded real bad yesterday.
I sympathized him for being the main victim.
Him is my precious one.
zzz.
But he did also hold responsible partly for making me even piss yesterday.
>.<
FUCK!
How to calm down when one side is already fuming yet another one add on.
ARGH!
Luckily, I had a wonderful breakfast which slowly calming me down.


Tomorrow suppose to have a appointment but was cancelled.
Glad about it.
So I won't be reaching home late.
This morning while I am on my way to work,
I message everyone regarding about the k box trip.
Still going.
But don't know if everyone will come.
Just expect.
After all,
everyone looks forward to it.
Vent my anger through singing?
Maybe I should.


So many things piss me at one shock.
Hope today will feel better.
Sundae!!
I should go purchase it at night.
I have to see if I will drag myself out to Mac.
Or I shall wait till Friday.
He is treating me.


Came across my buddy's blog.
Read her entry.
It was kind of familiar.
Sometimes we would be wondering how come one particular person wouldn't choose to let go?
Maybe reason is very simple, sometimes we choose to believe.
How come would I say so?
Its also considered a gamble.
People out there, who never experience the pain of out of love?
I guessed most of you did.
But people out there, who ever experience the suffer of having to cling on to someone?
Some may describe such people as lovelorn, stupid or foolish?
But who ever step into their heart and explore how it actually feel?
I myself have learn through experience.
I admit.
So I would say sometimes we can't just say what we want to the victims.
Same old line.
"Let go."
Who would expect their hearts will eventually open to no one?
We don't know.
We really have to take into account all the possibilities.
To cling on to someone is not easy.
In fact, we should actually give them a pat on their shoulders.
They are so brave.
I might be wrong but at least they are better than those who
don't dare to admit that they are in love with so and so.
Right?
Isn't it?
I have some words to my dear, buddy.

Dear buddy,

Don't be demoralise.
I will always be there for you.
I won't expect you to do anything that will be hard on you.
Just do what you think will be right.
Your life has still many levels to pass through.
Just bravely walk through this terror and everything should be fine. =)



*wink ^. -
Take care buddy. =)

writtern at;
11:41 AM;

Boring day.
I have things to do.
But I'm too lazy to even move myself.
LOL.

Have a good sleep yesterday.
But it seems like I could foresee the challenges for the upcoming week.
>.<
Here are my plans.

18th March -- Appointment
20th March -- K box outing
21st March -- Lunch with buddy
22nd March -- LIME Flea Market
23rd March -- Movie with my two darlings

I only have Monday and Wednesday to have a good rest. Haha.
Plus I need to report to work.
Attachment.
>.<
Sian.
Tomorrow is Monday again.
Monday blues.
Who can help me?
But I will be getting my pay tomorrow.
Hehe.
Yipee~

writtern at;
4:53 PM;

Today is a Sunny day.
Hehe.
Again.
I went facial early morning.
I couldn't believe myself that I could actually manage to get myself out of my lovely bed.
Haha.
I thought I'm going to be late but lucky I was on time.
LOL.
It was a 2 hour session.
ZZZ.
So long and I managed to get some sleep on my journey there and while doing the facial.
LOL.
After finishing my facial session,
I went to Clementi.
To have my eyebrow trim.
Its been a long time I get them trimmed.
My eyebrows were somehow hideous to look at.
Luckily, trending to the rescue.
LOL.
Ouch.
I have got so much bleeding after my trending session too.
When the staff saw my bleeding wounds after trending, she immediately stopped me and
applied some gel on the wounds.
I don't know what's them.
It felt cooling on my face.
LOL.


Then I headed home straight.
I went to the toilet at the MRT station.
And when I saw myself.
I was so freaked out.
All my blackheads wounds can be shown so clearly.
I guessed its the facial session I had earlier revealed them.
Red spots everywhere.
You could imagine how much blackheads I had on my face.
I am not a beauty.
Neither am I a ugly.
lol.
At least I looked presentable.
So don't despise me.
Or else I will despise you too.
lol.
我不是好惹的哦！
Haha.


Reach home.
Switch on my laptop.
Went to play audi.
Lol.
No audi will die spirit.
Haha.
Game till 4 pm went to take a shower and ready to have my afternoon nap.
Hehe.
Unfortunately, my brother asked me to bring my mum out to the nearest ATM.
I was like ...
I only get to sleep at 5.45pm as before that I have a bad stomachache.





















Bloody hell.
Small wound but painful experience.
I climb onto the bed and start my sleep.
ZZZ.
My whole feet went numb.
I didn't bothered.
I slept.
Lol.



I have this little lily which was handed to my hand free on Tuesday(If I'm not wrong).
Haha.
Its inner is orange in color while outer is yellow(ewww).
At first, she passes me a fully yellow lily.
I'm so funny to ask her if I could change.
LOL.
She changed for me.
Yay ^^V.
But its still yellow outside.
Duh.
Why is she so good distributing the lilies?
Reasons being the purpose of it is to convey to the public about a skin care shop.
LOL.
I forgot where it was.
So it somehow defeats the purpose.
LOL.
But lets take a look at it~











Is it lily?
I don't know.
My attachment partner, RQ told me so.
LOL.


I have been craving for sundae since Tuesday.
ZZZ.
I just had it on last Sunday which is like less than a week away.
>.<

writtern at;
10:27 PM;

Not raining when I left my house.
Hehe.
But I'm still as cold as ever.
It seems like the air con here is DRY ICE BLOCK.
I remembered when I once touched a piece of dry ice.
OMG.
My fingers turned numb.
I could feel electric current.
LOL.
Could you imagine?
I am feeling this now.
If my jacket is taken off from me,
I will be freezing to death.
Due to the current! LOL.


Yesterday did not went to marina square.
Was tired.
So I headed home.
I had a wonderful dinner.
Hehe.
I feel satisfied.
LOL.
After dinner,
I simply just stone in front of the television till 9.30pm.
I went to have my shower.
It was already 10pm when I got out of the shower room.
LOL.
SO COLD~ "Burrr~ Burr~"


Switched on my laptop and headed to audi.
Hehe.
My fingers were very itchy yet they feel like thrashing people.
Haha.
I went in.
Lose all the way.
Something is not right.
My eyes were very painful.
LOL.
Its telling me to go sleep.
LOL.
But I continued.
Haha.
I played till 11.30pm.
He called.
So I hanged up.
LOL.
We chatted till 11.55pm.
LOL.
He wanted to watch his show again.
So I let him.
Hehe.


I went to sleep.
I'm so tired.
I simply just closed my eyes.
"~~~~"
My phone ring.
LOL.
He called.
I asked him.
"I thought you want to watch TV?"
He replied, "I also want to talk to you.".
LOL.
What he want?
I told him I want to sleep.
He asked me, "You sure don't want to talk to me?"
I replied, "Yeah, I'm tired I want to sleep. You may continue to enjoy your show.".
Then he keep "BB~ING".
What does it mean?
Meaning he still doesn't want to hang up the phone.
LOL.
I reinstated my words again then he hang up.
LOL.
Aiyo.
I slept right after that.


Today is Friday!!!
Supposing I should be happy but I wasn't really today.
I can't stop yawning.
I'm so tired.
ARGH.
Who can help me?
I need my bed desperately.
Lack of sleep isn't a good thing to play with.
I feel so bad now.
Bad state I meant.
Furthermore,
I have to work tomorrow still.
>.<>.<


What's makes me furious is that I haven't even get my pay!!
WTF!
I am totally pissed.

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12:11 AM;

It was not raining this morning.
When I woke up,
I peek out the windows, the floor is wet.
I thought today will be a rainy day.
I went to search on the weather forecast today.
It states "partially cloudly" and the possibility of having rain is 50%.
Haha. Meaning there may be rain later.
Cold day again.
I did also have a chat with my mum this morning.
She was complaining to me.
"Stop wearing so much clothes, it has been raining these few days and there is no sight of sun, all your clothes are not drying."
LOL.
We have no choice.
We still have to change our clothes everyday.
Haha.


Recently, I have discovered some nice songs.
=)
I am listening to them everyday.
LOL.
No music no life.
So I have no choice.
LOL.
I am tired.
Suddenly while writing this entry,
I can't stop yawning.
ZZZ.


I have 3 outings planned.
Hehe.

20th -- Night K box outing. Probably go kster. With primary school friends
23rd -- Movie! Sky of Love. Exclusive at Cathay only. With audi friends
30th -- Gathering? Not yet decide what to do yet. With MI friends

The number looks nice.
Haha.
Only 0 2 and 3.
LOL.
So coincidence?
Haha.


Yesterday I managed to challenged the rain.
LOL.
I ran in the rain.
Normally I might be walking quickly instead of running.
This time is different.
Reason being I was having my makeup on.
I did not bring my makeup kit either.
It would be bad if my makeup runs.
So I get my legs to full speed in heels in order to make it back to my office.
Luckily, all my makeup stays intact.
Hehe.
I was relieved when I looked at myself once I get back to office.
Wearing makeup is indeed troublesome.


After work later,
will be going to marina square with my attachment partner.
She said that there are splash cosmetics sales going out there and
she says she want to get her umbrella back so she asked me down with her.
Haha.
Well, I willingly wanted to go.
Not being forced.
LOL.


I don't know what happen.
I am pretty stressed these few days.
I guess its my attachment.
Programming makes me headache.
We can't solve the problem.
We are trying very hard everyday.
Plus I have some other things to vex about.
Its getting more stress.
Don't worry my friends.
I'm not in a bad mood.
I'm just feeling stressed.
Stress and bad mood are totally different.
LOL.


Hehe.
I realised I dote on myself very much like how I dote on him.
Hehe.
I have purchased a small little diary book which cost me $27.
Most valuable one I have bought.
LOL.
Its cool.
I can't resist the urge to buy it.
2 of my audi friends bought them too.
They are also my darlings.
I adore them.
Hehe.


Well, when can I get my pay?
Everyone has gotten theirs.
Why us not yet?
Unless my pay reached my hands,
else I will complain here everyday.
LOL.
It takes me so much courage to get by the month of march and I have not yet get my pay.
It seems no motivation to work.
I can't think of any positive stuff to get myself on the track.
Poor me.


Didn't really have a good talk with him these few days.
He is so into his show.
Channel 8 showing at 12 if I'm not wrong.
I only have less than half an hour to talk with him.
Throughout the conversation,
it seems either no interest or lifeless.
Well, I didn't blame him.
Its his freedom to choose whether to talk to me anot.
Haha.


I feel like sleeping now~
Can anyone help me?
Lend me your shoulder or your pillow.
LOL~

writtern at;
11:16 AM;

Rainy day.
But my mood was not like the weather.
Hehe.
Happy.
I would say I can smile.
Put on a smile every moment.
I hope nothing happens later that will change my mood later on. Hehe.
Well, today I'm so black.
Hehe.
I'm wearing a black long sleeves top with black pants.
Bag and laptop bag are both black too.
Is just that my heels isn't black.
I don't care.
I'm investing in one pair of black heels next week.
Next week, Friday is public holiday.
Hehe.
I'm going to enjoy myself.
I believe that will be the only left that I can really enjoy myself.
So I'm going to treasure it.
21st march.
Hehe.


I have so many things not yet done.
I will have to plan my schedule out again.
Hehe.
I only left with 4 spare Sundays for leisure.
Seems little.


Hey ladies!
Splash cosmetics is having sales at marina square.
Great deals.
Do make a trip down.
Hehe.
My friend told me its at the jollibean and john little area.
Hehe.


I'm currently listening to "The Leap Years" OST.
Not bad.
Hehe.
By the way, my shop has new updates.
Do visit~
http://fashionichtics.blogspot.com


Can my pay reach my hands soon?
I want it to get my psp.
I'm can't hide my anxiety anymore.
ARGH.
Everyone has got theirs.
Why we haven't?
Poor thing.

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Sorry people. Its been 3 days I last blogged.
Hehe.
Was pretty busy these 3 days.
I didn't even have time to get a good rest.
Ended up having headache.
ZZZ.


Friday went to watch the movie "The Leap Years".
It was not as touching that I expect.
I have watched three movies that are of similar scopes.
Scopes as in they are of the same category.
Love story.
LOL.
The other two are mainly are "The Lake House" and "Linger".
Out of these 3, "The Leap Years" ranked the top followed by "Linger" and "The Lake House".
LOL.
So it can be considered a good show.
You people can considered watching it.
Hehe.


Saturday went to the office.
What I was really unhappy about is that no one came at all.
Except staffs of the other company.
Since my office is shared by three other companies.
None of them came.
Could you imagine how bad it was.
But me and my partner just sit there watching video and playing game.
LOL.
It was such a boring day.
After work, went to town to make payment for the flea market thing.
It was such a hot day.
Plus, carrying a heavy bag and my laptop.
Its such a torture.
After the payment is made, I proceeded to Taka.
My attachment partner told me that Wisma have what I am finding.
I meant the store.
I walked and walked.
None.
So I went to take the train down to PS.
Went to the shop.
Get a present for my friend whose birthday is yesterday.
The shop assistant swiped my visa.
ZZZ.
I don't know what to do so I just said its ok.
Then after getting the present, take the escalator up to bluemax to get my DVD.
Its for my cousins.
Then, I proceed home.
I took the red line instead of the usual green line.
Reasons being I wanted to get a sit instead of standing the whole journey.
I slept almost the whole journey.
Was so tired.
Reached home, my headache came.
Sad.
I went to have my lunch at 4.30pm.
Together with dinner.
Maggie mee.
LOL.


After finishing it, on my laptop and started my video-ing session again.
LOL.
Kept watching till 9pm and then I went to take my shower.
After shower, continued on my video-ing.
Haha.
Waited for him to call.
And that's it.
LOL.


Sunday.
Went to celebrate birthday with my friend.
It was also a boring day.
Went home without having my dinner.
Ended up not eating any dinner.
I was totally tired.
LOL.
So went to have a sleep.
Hehe.
Today woke up.
Heavy head.
ZZZ.
Never go for work.
Attachment I meant.
Aiyoyo.
Boring!!!
5 more weeks.
~~~

writtern at;
5:23 PM;

My mood is getting better.
Hehe.
Back to normal again.
But one thing, I'm still tired.
LOL.
Today is Thursday.
I guessed when the week is coming to an end, everyone mood will change.
Change for the better.
Hehe.
Now enjoying my work with music.
Today's theme is "English hits~".
Its simply consists of songs inside my MP3 which are in English.
LOL.
One more criteria, they must be my favourite.
Out of the total number of English songs, they belong to the top favourite. Hehe.
Sounds complicated.
In simple words, they are said to be the best of the best.
LOL.
Understand? Hehe.


Yesterday, I met someone who ask for my help while I'm having my lunch at Amoy street food centre.
LOL.
An European.
LOL.
I'm so hungry that I finished my food extremely fast.
Hehe.
On top of that, it was my favourite.
Rice.
LOL.
I could finish off in just 5 minutes.
LOL.
At this very moment, I noticed someone keep looking at me.
I was like "Is there anything on my face?".
LOL.
He was sitting opposite the table of ours.
LOL.
He bought his food.
I was peeping at him.
He was standing with one hand in his bag.
He took out a pile of name card.
He turned.
I turned away.
There he comes.
LOL.
He came over to our table.
LOL.
Introducing himself.
Haha.
He was sitting beside my friend.
He hand his name card to me.
At that point of time, my mind just flashed through a thought.
"Is he trying to know me or?"
LOL.
My friend thought he was trying to promote something to us.
LOL.


He introduced himself as a graphic designer.
WOW.
He requested me to be on his book cover.
WOW.
He said that he was doing a novel on Asia's empress.
o.O
He thinks that my facial features suit the theme of his book.
WOW.
Am I having that empress's look?
LOL.
What he likes?
My eyes.
I hate my eyes as they are single eyelids.
I prefer to have bigger eyes like other girls.
With double eyelids!
He wanted to take my picture.
LOL.
After some time of consideration on the spot, I agreed to help.
LOL.
It was somehow very awkward to have him snapping at me.
LOL.
I don't feel good in front of camera at all.
LOL.
It was a pretty scary incident.
Now, I only hope that he don't abuse my pictures.
ZZZ.
I don't want to be another victim just like Edison's incident.
Neither do I want to appear on any porn magazine.
LOL.
Sounds weird.
But its true.
I shall pray hard then.
My friend had help to take some pictures while he was taking my pictures too.
I shall now post them up.
Hehe~




















Wow.
I look damn fat.
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what flavor pocky are you?

[c] sugardew

Go do my quiz. Hehe.


I shall stop here.
Else, I won't be ending at all.
LOL.
I seems to have alot to write today.
Hehe.
To be continued soon~

writtern at;
11:31 AM;

Tired. ZZZ.
But I have no choice but to drag myself to work.
I simply slept the whole LRT journey.
I'm so tired.
But my mood has improved.
Perhaps is after declaring my thoughts to him.
O.o Shouldn't have use declare.
LOL.
I merely just told him my thoughts INDIRECTLY.


Well, I have give myself some time to think about lots of things.
I don't know when can I stop thinking.
It seems to be endless.
I can't see the finishing line.
LOL.
That's life.
We have no choice but to THINK else our brain will malfunction eventually.


PSP.
Looks like I have to give up this thought on getting one.
Suddenly I have more better plans.
Should I say is because of what I experience?
Hehe.
People will grow.
Look and study around your surrounding.
You can find NEW things.
Hehe.


News.
Do anybody read the newspaper today?
Car accident.
I'm worried.
So much affected.
Be careful my boy.
Be alert on the road at all times.
I will be at home waiting for you. =)


My ultimate goal this whole year.
Save money.
I can starve myself.
To save.
Or should I say reduce my food intake?
Or should I say take less costly meal.
Hehe.


The Leap Years.
This Friday I will be watching.
Looking forward to it.
Two more days.
"Winnie, you can survive through these two days, no worries."
This week seems so busy.
But at least, I spend my time efficiently.
LOL.


Viwawa~
So cute.
Big 2.5
LOL.
My favourite.
Hehe.
Go sign up and stay addicted.
Hehe.

writtern at;
11:20 AM;

Yesterday after work went to have a walk with emily and jj.
At bugis and town.
The traffic was bad.
I tried new food.
Nothing else to blog.

Let's just enjoy reading some lyrics.
It describes my day~


Bad Day
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


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writtern at;
10:01 AM;

Today don't come over to me and say "Hey blah blah blah".
I might just scream at you.
Bad day.


I wouldn't want to share the main cause of it.
Plus, today is Monday.
Friends who know me well enough would know that I hate this particular day.
What can I expect?
No Mondays?
I hope I can.
But everything basically will have a start.
So we can't really change anything much.


5 more weeks.
I will get off this seat.
I hate coming here every morning.
Well, Monday to Saturday to do my job.
Who enjoys working at somewhere you don't seems to be enjoying?
Nobody.


Got to get some presents.
My wallet will be empty soon.
LOL.
My card's value will reach a negative value soon.
oops.
What should I do?
One of the receiver is my mum.
Mum!!!
What shall I buy?
She have hinted me yesterday.
I shall consider.
The value of it is somehow beyond my limits.
I have too much things to buy.
My sister will be getting a PSP this coming Friday.
I am so envy of her.
She managed to get my mum sponsorship.
LOL.
I am not so fortunate.
I got more important money matters to attend to.
I will have to plan my budget wisely.


Just browsing through GV website.
The leap years seems nice.
Maybe I should watch.
Some comments received.
"Complicated" "Nice".
LOL.
I shall see to it.
Should I go with friends or him?
I'm not too sure either.
See to it again.
LOL.


Today suppose to have a date with emily.
LOL.
In audi.
But I suppose may not be able to make it on time.
Since if there is no changes, I will be going down to bugis to meet my buddy-jj.
LOL.
Hope he can release early.
I going for alteration for my jeans.
For the time being, I only worry that I would be home late and tomorrow again will be another tired day for me.
What to do?
I am feeling bad.
I can only stay out to make me less bad.
LOL.
Sounds weird?
Anyway, I am a weirdo.
So its alright.
Going treat buddy ice cream later if he can make it.
LOL.
I think there's high possibility.
LOL.

writtern at;
10:51 AM;

Happy and sad day.
I didn't go to the office to work this morning.
This is because my partner rq is having her driving practical lesson in the morning.
Hehe.
Boss went overseas too.
So I ended up at home sleeping.
Since yesterday I slept at 3am, today I wake up at 4.30pm.
Wow.
LOL.
Too bad. I am too tired.
Morning attachment.
Reached home online for a while.
Then I will have to sleep again.
This routine is bad for me.
Too little time for myself.
Sad.
But I guessed there's nothing much I can do.
But is feeling great today since I have a good sleep.
Hehe.


Well, feeling sad because all of my friends were busy.
I have no one to accompany me to go shopping today.
But people, I'm not feeling lonely.
Haha.
Sometimes we have to be alone I guessed. LOL.
Its life!!!! haha


Yesterday went bugis and mustafa.
LOL.
Went bugis to buy my jeans.
Hmmm. Got a pair of black skinny jeans.
I was like "hmmm skinny".
Actually I don't like skinny jeans.
But well I have got one, I can't do anything much.
As long as its black, its alright. Hehe.


Nothing much to blog, I shall stop here.
LOL.
Going to audi again. Hehe.

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6:23 PM;