I realised lots of things. I desperately want to share it here. I hope I have the time. I had told myself to get to bed at 10pm sharp tonight which means I have like 30 more mins to blog. I am having a heahache. >.< Plus, I got to wear formal tomorrow. ~~~
Recently, I realised something. When you get to know someone deeper, you might slowly discover his or her flaws. I do also realised that there are some cases that you really feel like screaming out. I sometimes find myself being caught in a situation in which I hope that I could just walked away and just ignored everything else. Who loves to put up with someone when it's not once but every time? Its getting so complicated. To keep it silence is definitely much more better than saying out. Perhaps is because when you have experience things like this MANY TIMES, lessons will definitely be learnt.
Secondly, I'm always wondering how could anyone smile to you at this moment and at the other moment diao you. What's the crap? I found it pretty weird. You are the one who always appear to be friendly with me(is not that I want actually) and yet today you just show that fuck face to me? Who do you think you are? Scam.
Thirdly, I do also realised that my motivation to study is not there. Lessons were like kind of shit to me nowadays. I do attend them or perhaps is the lecturer? I don't feel me into the lessons at all. >.< Even the assignments on hand, I don't felt the push I always push myself to. I don't even feel like committing my time to it. All I hope to do now is to sleep. I seriously very tired with all this kind of shit. I came across a friend's blog. I realised that this particular friend of mine seems to be very pissed off with school too. Just like how I felt. Zzz
I'm hoping for a holiday trip. Be it not is nearby or far. I just want to use some of my time to relax myself. Attachment has taken up my holidays. I am looking forward to the 3 weeks holiday. This would mean mid-semester tests would be coming very soon. Boring. Suddenly have the urge to sing. Kbox session buddy and darling. We must go asap. Haiz.
