Had a heavy breakfast just now.
Instead of the usual single sardine puff, I have had double of the portion!
LOL.
Which means I having two instead of one.
LOL.
It was such a fulfilling breakfast.
Make me so sleepy now.
Had it with my favourite chocolate milk.
Hehe.
Well, I was craving so badly for the sardine puff plus yesterday night I was on fire.
I was totally pissed off.
Could you imagine when you are already piss off yet you still have to pretend everything is fine?
I wasn't able to do it.
In spite of my anger,
I called off the k box outing.
>.<
I was also talking on phone with him.
He had gotten so much of scoldings from me.
I even hanged up his phone.
Could you imagine how piss I am?
It was so terrible that I feel like smacking everyone faces.
ARGH.
Plus, when you are piss.
Someone makes you so.
You weren't able to vent it out, it is also considered another painful experience?
You can't scold or say the person.
You can only keep mum.
WTF!!!
Even the volcano will explode one day.
What about humans temper?
I exploded real bad yesterday.
I sympathized him for being the main victim.
Him is my precious one.
zzz.
But he did also hold responsible partly for making me even piss yesterday.
>.<
FUCK!
How to calm down when one side is already fuming yet another one add on.
ARGH!
Luckily, I had a wonderful breakfast which slowly calming me down.
Tomorrow suppose to have a appointment but was cancelled.
Glad about it.
So I won't be reaching home late.
This morning while I am on my way to work,
I message everyone regarding about the k box trip.
Still going.
But don't know if everyone will come.
Just expect.
After all,
everyone looks forward to it.
Vent my anger through singing?
Maybe I should.
So many things piss me at one shock.
Hope today will feel better.
Sundae!!
I should go purchase it at night.
I have to see if I will drag myself out to Mac.
Or I shall wait till Friday.
He is treating me.
Came across my buddy's blog.
Read her entry.
It was kind of familiar.
Sometimes we would be wondering how come one particular person wouldn't choose to let go?
Maybe reason is very simple, sometimes we choose to believe.
How come would I say so?
Its also considered a gamble.
People out there, who never experience the pain of out of love?
I guessed most of you did.
But people out there, who ever experience the suffer of having to cling on to someone?
Some may describe such people as lovelorn, stupid or foolish?
But who ever step into their heart and explore how it actually feel?
I myself have learn through experience.
I admit.
So I would say sometimes we can't just say what we want to the victims.
Same old line.
"Let go."
Who would expect their hearts will eventually open to no one?
We don't know.
We really have to take into account all the possibilities.
To cling on to someone is not easy.
In fact, we should actually give them a pat on their shoulders.
They are so brave.
I might be wrong but at least they are better than those who
don't dare to admit that they are in love with so and so.
Right?
Isn't it?
I have some words to my dear, buddy.
Dear buddy,
Don't be demoralise.
I will always be there for you.
I won't expect you to do anything that will be hard on you.
Just do what you think will be right.
Your life has still many levels to pass through.
Just bravely walk through this terror and everything should be fine. =)
*wink ^. -
Take care buddy. =)
